when asked
"are you sleepy?" i asked yawning."not at all," you replied yawning.
Eyes lighting up with your shy smile, timid way you giggle,the way you talk to me a little bit longer even though you know you’ll be tired in the morning.the way you make sure I get home safely. the way you gently pull me into a kiss when we haven’t seen each other in a couple of hours.It’s so much more than a feeling.
Before we met you told me that you walked around everyday on the verge of tears,and when you are with me i dont even have the slightest clue that you are not okay.This is the proof for making me know how strong girl you are .
i may not be your first,your last,or yours only.you loved before but if you are loving me now ,nothing matters. you are not perfect- i am not either, and the two of us may not be perfect together. i am holding onto you and giving you the most i can and will. you may not be thinking about me every second of the day , but you are giving me a part of you that you know i can break- your heart . so i am never gonna hurt you,change you and analyse you, and never gonna expect more than you can give . i am smiling when you makes me happy, and letting you know when you makes me mad,and missing you when you are not here.
You don’t seem to smile much, but when you do, I feel like a thousand beautiful stars are shining down on me. I want to stay up at night and think about your beautiful face, twinkling eyes, style, humor.
This long distance romance is a beautiful thing .we now both of us building trust and commitment to give way for more deeper and meaningful conversation.Giving ourself time for solitude,self exploration and inner growth for both of us and creating more room for appreciation and less space for possession.
Being together again After five months of not seeing each other knowing that she will be my destination will be the magic.
THE STORY UNTOLD :PART 4
October 19, 2019
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